Barthelona!

Pictures: both of these are from Parc Guell which honestly impressed me the most out of all of Barcelona's sights. Gaudi is a genious and this park is AMAZING!

I'm finally in Barcelona and I've been here since the night of the 25th. I have to say that after a week of being in practical solitary confinement as far as hostels go (they have beem completely empty up to this point and I've barely had any decent human interaction), be careful what you wish for. I'm in Barcelona, for gods sake, and I've barely left my hostel except to go sightsee for maybe a couple of hours and out to bars drinking. The rest of the time I've spent inside the hostel, either hanging out with people or drinking. Basically, way too much drinking, so I'm putting an end to this doing nothing productive thing today and going out to see this beautiful city.

I have to say though, the bar scene is amazing here. Two nights ago we went to this one bar called El Gato Negro where they have a menu of over 300 shots. Shots in Spain aren't the same as in the US, they're more like tasty little concoctions of light liquors of different flavors. The bartenders at this bar were going nuts, lighting things on fire, making sparks fly and mixing up the most delicious (though not very alcoholic, which was fine with me) "chupitos" - that's what shots here are called. The other night we went dancing to 80s. Hopefully tonight we're going out to a full blown discoteca because I haven't done that in a few weeks. New Years Eve is going to be pretty crazy here. I wish I was here for the whole night and didn't have to worry about catching a taxi to the airport at 4am (my flight is at 6am) or about somehow catching a train to Antwerp from Paris after not having slept at all. If there even are any trains at 8am from Paris to Antwerp. Ahhh, wish me luck! Hope everyone has a wonderful New Years Eve!

Feliz Navidad!

Pictures! :
1. Me and crazy Madrileno named Perrico
2. In my delirium I took quite an artistic photo of McDonalds decor
3. "Gracias" says the Madrid Airport McDonalds. The terminal is actually really modern in design. I likey.
4. Again, in my delirium at about 4am I took pictures of myself in a photobooth.

So because of this laptop ordeal I spent Christmas Eve at the Madrid Airport. It was actually not as bad as you would think, and I realized that if you´re not with people you love on Christmas, the best place to be is at the airport because like you, everyone else there just wants to forget that it´s Christmas. I met a guy who is living at the airport. Yes, actually living there. He´s Czech and the and a half months ago he was spending the night at the Madrid Airport and when he woke up all of his stuff was gone, including his passport. I guess he´s in trouble with the law in the Czech Republic, so the consulate isn´t being too helpful and they pretty much said that he can´t go back until he gets a new passport, which will be in 6 months. So he´s still got quite a bit of time to go. He wasn´t lying either, since I met all his airport employee friends who feed him McDonalds and let him use the employee showers. It´s crazy, I thought these things only happen in movies. Think Tom Hanks in The Terminal.

I slept for a total of maybe 2 hours that night, and then decided to go into the city while I waited for my flight, which was at 6pm the next day (25th). I took the metro to the center of town and went to Plaza Mayor to get something to eat. There was a market there and I sat down with my calamari bocadillo to peoplewatch. This guy comes up to me and he has just bought a ridiculously large wig, huge purple sunglasses and a yellow boa and was trying them on while talking to me. We kept talking and he invites me to go to a bar and get a drink. This all sounds really weird and creepy, but he actually wasn´t. He was just sorta crazy and really really funny. So we go into one of the bars that are lining the plaza (he´s wearing his ridiculous get-up at this point) and he buys me beer and instantly makes friends with this other guy. The two of them were probably the funniest Spanish people I´ve met here. They were both a little over 30 and while they kept telling me dirty jokes, neither one was actually hitting on me, which just made the whole thing that much more enjoyable. After like 4 of these beers each (they were sorta small) we go out and he starts asking these two Spanish girls if they smoke marijuana cause that was their next plan of action. These girls are twins and they´re 18, but they come along with us and we sit down right there, in full sight, next to this huge plaza, and they take out papers and weed and start smoking. No one got stoned or anything, but it made for nice conversation. So after this, they go and get yet more beer and then it´s 3pm and I have to get back to the airport, so these two gentlemen walk me to the Metro station, we exchange email addresses and I´m off. It was probably the most random afternoon I´ve ever had in my life, and once I get to someplace with wifi, I´ll post pictures of these guys. I´ll say this again, no matter how weird and I guess unsafe the whole thing sounds, I was using my best common sense, staying in a crowd, etc, until I realized that these guys aren´t after anything, they´re just very random and crazy. Before I left he did ask me to be his girlfriend, but that was more of a joke than anything else. It was the best farewell that I could have bid to Madrid.

!Madrid, te quiero!

Frustration to the Nth degree

So here I am in Santiago de Compostela. The city is so beautiful, so alive and so peaceful all at the same time, but for the past 2 days I haven´t been able to enjoy any of it because of a little incident that happened to me in the Madrid Airport before I took off to Santiago. This post will be copied and pasted from a couple of emails that I wrote to Timi and Lala because I don´t feel like going over the whole thing once again.

(2 days ago)
I´m completely depressed in Santiago de Compostela in the north of Spain in Galicia at an internet cafe and I feel like I want to kill myself. At the Madrid airport when I was going through baggage security with the x-rays and all of that, they asked me to take my laptop out and put it into a different gray box to go through the xray. I put it in, put my backpack into a different box, then took my backpack, got on the plane and left. Then standing at the Santiago airport bus station I realized that I never put my laptop back in my backpack... I thought I was going to throw up. I felt (and still feel) like the most irresponsible stupid person ever. Then again, I´ve never really done anything like this before. I´m late everywhere, all the time, but I´ve never lost anything of importance in my life. This Canadian guy that I met at the bus stop watched me go through all of the stages of grief right there on the street - denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance. And the the five stages all over again, all in about 5 minutes. Right now I can´t find one reason why somebody at the baggage check didn´t just pocket my laptop, but nevertheless I´ve been trying to reach Madrid lost and found for 2 days straight with no success... I hate everything about the Madrid airport right now and I want to kill them all and then kill myself. I know the laptop isn´t even that expensive and I can probably pay for it in 2 weeks worth of working full time, but this put and enormous damper on my trip. Santiago is beautiful and I can´t seem to enjoy it at all. I´m gonna have snap out of this soon or the rest of this trip is going to be ruined...
(about 2 days later)
After having talked to about 15-20 (this is not an exaggeration) phone operators (Spanish and English speaking at different times) at the Madrid Airport, after the lost luggage department´s phone number has been broken for the past 2 days, after the back-up phone for the department has been broken for about 2 days as well, after crying to the only American phone operator named Daniel at the airport and him trying to tell me to please not cry, after more frustration that I have ever endured with any sort of administrative system, after spending over 40 euros on my fucking good for nothing Vodaphone mobile phone, after finally figuring out that buying a phone card would be cheaper, and after explaining to a lady at left luggage at Madrid airport Terminal 4 (whose phone apparently got fixed only this morning) what my laptop looks like and that the background photo is Plaza de Corredera in Cordoba decorated for christmas with a giant christmas tree in the middle made completely out of red poinsettia plants (this is all in Spanish by the way), she finally tells me... that my laptop is sitting pretty on their shelf and I can pick it up whenever I like. I will now be spending Christmas Eve in the Madrid Airport (unless I want to pay for a hostel...which I don´t) waiting for my flight from Madrid to Barcelona on the 25th.

The problem with this is that I have spent the past 4 months defending the way that the Spanish conduct business, bring you coffee a bit late, take forever to bring you your check at a restaurant, take siesta for longer than needed... all these things that I thought were nice and relaxing... but I am at the end of that line. The level or service in this country is absolutely ridiculously low and I can´t stand it. I still love Spain and I want to come back and all that, but I have never been more frustrated with any administrative thing in my life. The telephone number was broken, the other telephone number was broken as well, and there was no back up, NOTHING. This just would not happen at LAX. There´s always someone, there´s always a backup, there´s always another phone number to transfer to or something. Here... nothing. I´ve been so frustrated that this frustration hasn´t let me go yet. I still feel nervous inside even thougth I know I found my laptop and it´s there and it´s working (since the lady could look at my background photo...heh). When I go back there I want to bring a baseball bat with me... But anyways... All is better now. I´m out an extra 100euros because of this ordeal and probably a few nerve connections in my brain have died (if that´s even possible), but all in all, I´m in one piece and things could be A LOT worse. Now, back to being me again.

Ya es Navidad!

So like I said, people here go completely insane for Christmas. It's all of the consumerism that we have in the US combined with 95% of the population being Catholic. There's no "Happy Holidays!" P.C. crap. It's "Feliz Navidad". Period. And yeah, sometimes "Felicidades!" but the Navidad part is pretty much implied. They have their own traditions and they adopt American ones too, so spoiled Spanish brats get presents from Santa on the 25th like the Americans, and then yet bigger presents on January 6th from the Three Magi (sp?).

Oh a less innocent note, I finally really went out last night. It was our last botellon and our last night going to the discos. What a drama filled night! I just wish people didn't get so pissed drunk because they were happy. I mean I was very tipsy myself, but people just get carried away in the whole "wooo! my last night out in Spain!" thing and drink themselves to an extremely borracho state and do things they regret. I, on the other hand, regret nothing!

The past two nights I've finally been hanging out with people who are also sad to leave. I feel like before that all of the people I'd try to hang out with would only bitch and moan about how much they miss Costco samples and burritos. Don't get me wrong, I do love a Costco sample now and then, and I don't even get me started on the burritos, but for god's sake, shut up and enjoy your last week in Cordoba! I'm sure I annoy them back with my "Oh, god I'm sooo sad to leave!" laments. I can't even think about my last morning here, being packed up and going to bed and then waking up, opening my eyes and just having this knowledge that this is the last time I'm opening my eyes to a Cordoba morning. I don't know how to say goodbye. I don't know how to say goodbye to Maty, or my cat Taby, or these cobblestone streets, or glancing at the tower of the Mezquita for the last time, making the walk to the bus station with my bags... I just don't know. I can't imagine it. When it happens it will be like a dream. I know I'm gonna cry. I already get this heavy feeling in my stomach just thinking about it. I guess in the words of the Governator, "I'll be back".

As for my adventure, it seems that it will be shortened by several days since Korin has almost decided not to come back to Germany after winter break. I'm changing my ticket tomorrow to some time around Jan.15. Hopefully they don't charge me up the ass for this one... It's already enough that I have a wasted Paris-Hanover ticket. =(

Now it's back to my house for dinner and some intense studying. Grammar final tomorrow. Wish me luck!

change is good.

A graffiti I found by one of my favorite cafes.

I can't stand the thought of leaving. I almost started crying listening to an Oreja de Van Gogh song. I don't even like that group that much but I know it's gonna remind me so much of my time here. Also Chambao. The joy with which I walk to school listening to their songs early in the morning will stay with me for a long time. I've felt like that many times in Santa Cruz even on the most boring, never-ending 8 hour day at work, I'd be walking from the library to Baytree and look around and marvel at the beauty around me and I'd want to cry because I knew it was my last month experiencing that as an everyday thing. Visiting is just so different. When I do visit (probably in February), I'm getting a Coffeetopia quick cup with a bagel and sun dried tomato cream cheese, getting stuff done on campus, then I'm getting a Vallarta burrito for lunch, visiting people and window-shopping downtown, then strolling down East Cliff Drive before having tom yum and green curry at Sabieng with friends and then a Guinness at the Poet and Patriot. (sorry Korin, I stole some of those from you)

As far as traveling, my itinerary is fairly set. At first I was most scared about spending Christmas alone, which is slightly absurd since I don't truly celebrate Christmas. Nevertheless I've always seen the value in a unified human emotion at times, and I feel like that's what Christmas (or to put to in a more P.C. manner - the holiday season) does to the world, and something I would be distanced from if I were to spend it alone in a hostel. In Russia I had "Christmas" but it was on New Years Eve, so the traditions were still there and the holiday spirit definitely rears it's pretty little head during the month of December. You wouldn’t believe how insanely decorated Cordoba is. I think the official illumination of the city will be tonight at 12am. I’ll post pictures after that happens. Well, now I'm spending Christmas with Christina (a girl from my program) and her sister, in Barcelona. Not much of a family I guess, but the knowledge of that has been quite a relief for me. NYE I will still be in Barcelona and will most likely not sleep all night and take a January 1st, 6:30am flight to Paris from Barcelona airport. I’ll hopefully be able to go straight to my great-aunt’s apartment and then go to Antwerp, Belgium for a couple of days, and come back with my sister (!) who is now coming to Europe as well. We’re gonna stay with my aunt until I leave on the 10th to go to Hanover where I will stay with Korin for 10 days. We’ll probably go to Berlin and Amsterdam and I’m trying to get her to come to Ireland with me.
So I guess I’m not so solo after all. Most of my solo traveling will be done in Spain (Christina will only be there for 2 days), then maybe some of Germany if Korin is busy with work, and then Ireland. I was sort of looking forward to this great adventure alone, but I won’t lie, I was extremely happy to find out that my sister is coming as well.

I was rereading the last chain of emails that Larkin and I sent to each other and Gmail decided to generate some advertisment for my reading pleasure. The ad generator works by scanning through the text of the email that you happen to be looking at and displaying appropriate advertisement for you on the side. For example, you could be telling your best friend about your new cat Fluffy and Gmail puts in ads for petmeds.com, or getridoffleas.com, etc. So what did Gmail decide to generate for me this time?

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It seems that there is a remedy for anything these days…

Thing end and things begin again and you can't stop it from happening. Change is good.

Y si un día me siento transformado
y decido reorientar la dirección,
tomare un nuevo rumbo sin prejuicios
porque en el cambio esta la evolución